I made it through the first week back. I think it was by the skin of my teeth though. Sleeping isn't better and I am really tired. I thought my legs were going to give out a few times this week. I am also glad that no one reads this because if anyone knew, I think I would be in trouble.
Did lessons today and it was very tiring too. Had to walk with the little kids who were just starting their lessons. I thought my legs were going to give out again today. I came home and have been in bed ever since. I even slept a bit but that didn't help much. This is getting really depressing. I don't know if I should keep pushing it to make sure that I get my old stamina back or if I am already pushing it even though I am not really doing even 1/2 of what I use to do....what to do....what to do.....what to do?
We ate out all week because I was too tired to do anything but then when it came time to sleep I couldn't. I guess Monday I call the doctor and see what she has to say about all of this. I hate this depressing state.
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